hughug

4 straight days na walang pasok. at first, i said, yes! wala nanamang class! and i was wrong. nawiwindang na ko sa bahay. nauubusan ako ng gagawin kahit na maami dapat akong tapusin. shucks. this is what i'm supposed to do which is due this saturday:

1. 5 flight attendant uniform
2. wedding entourage
3. diorama

grabe. that's too much for me. hehe. nastartan ko nanamn kaya lng, inabot nanaman ako ng sloth syndrome. tsk.

i spent my long weekend surfing the net AND watching tvxq videos. soo, they went here to shoot a commercial pala. what a weird commercial. VERY. extras crawling. at i know the place where they shoot it. shucks, nadadaanan namin un mnsan twing saturday. shucks. regrets. hehe. anyway. i'm having a headache. cguro kakatutok ko dito sa computer. hehe.

damn guidance paper. i don't get it.

nonsense.

got this from dunno who she/he is. ehehe. nooked it. anyway. la lng.

Find a guy, who calls you amazing instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says,
"...that's the one."

hehe.

let me see if i can do it.

Article 3 Bill of Rights

Sec. 1 No person shall be deprived of life, liberty, or property without due process of law, nor shall any person be denied the equal protection of the laws.

Sec.2 The right of the people to be secure in their persons, houses, papers and effects against unreasonable searches and seizures of whatever nature and for any purposes shall be inviolable, and no search warrants or warrants of arrest shall issue except upon probable cause to be determined personally by the judge after examination under oath or affirmation of the complainant and the witnessess he may produce, and particularly describe the place to be searched, and he persons/things to be seized.

Sec. 3 (1) The privacy of communication and correspondence shall be inviolable except upon lawful order of the court, or when public safety or order requires otherwise as prescribed by the law.
(2) Any evidence obtained in violation of this, or the preceding section, shall be inadmissible for any purposes in any proceeding.

Sec. 4 No law shall be passed abridging the freedom of speech, expression, or of the press; or the right of the people to peaceably assemble and petition the government for redress of grievances.

Sec. 5 No law shall be made respecting and establishment of religion, or prohibits(-ing) the free exercise thereof. The free exercise and enjoyment of religious profession and worship, without discrimination and (or) preferences, shall forever be allowed. No religious test shall be required for the exercise of civil and political rights.

Sec. 6 The liberty of abode and of changing the same within the limits prescribed by law, shall not be impaired except upon lawful order of the court. Neither the right to travell shall be impaired except in the interest of national security, public safety and public health as may be provided by law.

Sec.7 The right of the people to information on matters of public concerns shall be recognized. Access to official records, and to documents and papers pertaining to official acts, transactions, or decisions, as well as govenrment research data used as basis for policy development, shall be afforded the citizens, subject to such limitations as provided by law.

Sec. 8 The right of the people, including those employed in public and private sectors, to form unions, associations, or societies for purposes not contrary to the law, shall not be abridged.

Sec. 9 Private property shall not be takes for public use without just compensation.

Sec.10 No law impairing the obligation of contracts shall be passed.

Sec.20 No person shall be improsoned for debt or non- payment of a poll tax.

Sec. 22 No ex post facto law or bill of attainder shall be enacted.

there, i'm done, let's see if i got these right. yeah, i got most of it right. ho- yeah. i got the bold and italicized ones wrong. liit na mistake lang naman un. yes. i'm done!

hwahwahwa

it really was a long day. and i think i'm going to be sick. i have a headache, my legs hurt, my back hurts. there. andame. promise. i am playing text twist a while ago and mataas na ung score ko. but because i can be stupid sometimes, i texted kiss and eden na we we're going to do the hr hw na. eh, bigla namang nasasama yung no. ni francis. asar. inoff ko tuloy yung fon ko, so babay highscore. hehe.

8am- 1pm. we conducted an interview about the 2- strokes and 4- stroke motors. well, i managed to complete it but hey. it was so damn hot. and the food's not good. and the rest remains history.

zhai zhai is so cute! i saw him sa tv patrol a while ago. and.... he is so damn hot. haha! i want to go to hongkong!

speaking of tv patrol. i really feel helpless. kc, naawa tlaga ko sa landslide victims. kumakain pa man din ako. tsk. kung may magagawa lang ako na malaki para sa kanila. all i can do is pray for them.

this is shane's thinking seat!

morose. that's it. why am i feeling this way? i don't even know the reason behind it. now, i'll be happy and the next, i am sad. extremes. i dunno what's making me feel this way. it's always the "maybe" this was it, or maybe that's it. rg, can't stand it anymore. i hate this. i think it started last thursday morning. then, the next thing i knew, i am extremely sad. it's as if i want to punch something. i don't want to hear any yelling or irritating voices. i don't like to hear anyone shouting or fighting. baka lng magexplode ako. emotions are bottled inside of me. one wrong thing, i'll get mad. i don't want to be demanded by anyone. i just want to disappear. for now that is. pampalipas lang. i even didn't pay much attention to the movie a while ago. people were so noisy and "nearly" irritating. in short, i was uncomfortable. i even thought of just standing up and go straight to the exit. but i know it will be o just stand up and leave. i wanted to clear my mind. parang pensieve. leave some of my memories in a tub. hehe. arg, what is happening to me???!! i certainly don't like it.

giddy. giddyap.

i feel giddy. promise. and a sensation i did not know. shit. it's as if something's gonna happen. it's like nervousness and excitedness mixed. i cannot type properly. why, oh why?! sunken feeling in the stomach. eesh. why oh why. floating. hehe. weird feeling. parang hindi ako nakatapak sa floor. why oh why. grabe. ano kaya to? and what's the reason behind this feeling? kumain nmn ako, soo, bakit kaya. anyway, again, i have a 5 hr break on wednesday. darnnit.

this week is a good one except for yesterday of course.

when you set goals, think as if it has happened.
oh right. it's hard to admit it but he is right.

sinigang na masarap...

Advent Children




midgar. i never imagined that midgar looked like this. so full of people. midgar is divided to different sectors. i think this is sector 7? anyway, shinra company
ruled this city before using the life stream to generate power and use it for experiments.

shit! i knew kadaj has a good angle! grabe, i think this is when rufus threw jenova's "neck" (it was just a canister if you ask me.) shock is evident on his face.

zuru zuru zuru zuru. dunno what it means but it is said that it is dragging along. zuruzuruzuruzuru. reno is so cute.

wheee! reno and rude: partners in crime. actually, they're best of friends and they are what we call the infamous turks. wacky partners. comic duo! love' em!

vincent. the frozen one. hehe. he was a turk before he was preserved. this guy can transform. cool. doesn't talk too much though. but it doesn't matter, he's one cool and cute guy. ;p with his red cape and gun. kewl.

zack. aeris' boyfriend. cloud's bestfriend before he died. hehe. dunno much 'bout him. i just know that cloud's style came from him. the spiky hair, the outfit.

squall. hero of ff8. the lone wolf. hehe. the quiet type, mysterious type of guy. doesn't talk much. he uses a gunblade. and that scar? he got it from a fight with seifer- his rival. goodlooking kaya lng arrogant. he's 18

quistis. a professor in balamb garden. it think she's just 19 yrs old or 18, not sure. my bro said quistis is the most beautiful woman in the ff series. well yeah. she's beautiful.

tifa. for me, she's the most beautiful woman in the ff series. she's strong. weapon is knuckles. and i think she's 20+ na eh, coz cloud is 27.

rinoa. i remember the times when i'm playing this game. she's the girl guys like. she's so friendly. she helps squall. AND she is a witch. dig that. hehe. gusto ko ung outer space scene! shit! ang cute nun!

there, i want to upload more but i think that's enough. naaliw lng ako sa mga pics. hehe.

start

a sad start. arg. asar. pity.frustration. helplessness. why is it like that? hate those people. wanna bang their heads to wake them up big time. have them some piece of mind.

it's only 10 am and i think i'm bushed. i haven't eaten yet. hehe. and finally, after 2 days work, i'm done with the web page project of my sister. at least tpos na. kaya ngayon feeling ko drained utak ko. so many things happened yesterday na ayaw ko. tsk. asar.

i'm tired. i donn't feel like going to school today. there's so many things to think about. things always come unexpected. urg. asar lng talaga. i hate seeing someone close to ypu cry and blame herself.

tired.

valentines day sucks. BECAUSE the people i'm looking for are "busy." is valentines day, really that important? hell no, i think it's just a waste of time where people gets so mushy about it especially guys. what's with the surprises? flowers? urg. sometimes, looking at this love sick people makes me really sick. well, sometimes. especially those who make pa- cute to their guys. ackk!

news flash: creed's singer gets married and was arrested. this line is funny:
For Scott Stap, the honeymoon was over before it even began. tsk tsk. too bad. poor guy.

anyway, 2 hws down and 3 to go? i think? whew. time really flies fast. but i did not read article 8 in consti. it is a major drag.

eden, you're stories this week are kinda weird. promise. scary, weird and out of the universe? what's happening to you? to your life? it's as if MANY unexpected things happened. soo, what comes next??

bliss

3 down and still 4 to go. i've got lots to do this week, plus the web page of my sister. urg. why does it have to be meeee?! lol. ok lang. i'm doing the english paper now so that it can lessen the load a lil bit. that finman hw is soo long. as in. plus ung horrible next exam pa. anyway. nuff of that.

i heard hero's voice singing incomplete. hahaha! i barely understand the lyrics kc nga dba, korean cia.pati ung just once ni max. hehehe. pro in fairness, ok naman yung kinalabasan ng song.

it's coming back! achooo!

hafta go, hope i can finish this.

Happy valentines day everyone!

they're near

March 1: start of the amzing race! yea!

go my new retainers today! hehe. it feels weird nnmn. iba uli ang feeling hehehe. at least ganun pa rin ako mgsalita as in walang.. "sha may gnyan, gnto," haha!

yey! meron akong sylvannas! yey!

fantastic! ecstatic!

"If your feeling have changed.

You have bewitched me body and soul, and i love,

I love, I love you.

I never wish to be parted from You

From this day on."

i want to scream!!! (waaaaahh!!) pride and prejudice is so great! it's full of great moments. whoo. it makes me want to fall in love. grabe, i realized that today, is the day full of love! we talked about love a while ago, and now, i've watched pride and prejudice. haaaay. makes me want to fall in love. haha! pro ok lng. hehe. i hope there is a Mr. Darcy for me. haha! and a chairman. haha!

sweeet.

living in a world of fairy tales

Dearly beloved are you listening?

I can`t remember a word that you were saying

Are we demented or am I disturbed?

The space that`s in between insane and insecure

Oh therapy, can you please fill the void?

Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed?

Nobody`s perfect and I stand accused

For lack of a better word, and that`s my best excuse

went to school for the "conversations wit the admin" crap. i thought it was something important. and i thought wrong. the admin's talking about the past. hooo boy. anyway. i found that the dead turtle with a heart around it was really funny. hehe. it's from survivor. the younger women found a dead turtle and a girl said that it was mother earth. hala. it's a sign daw. anyway, iba yung survivor ngayon. hehe. for me it's exciting.

there are so many things i want to write about. but no words come out. darn. and i think there's a lot to do, i just don't know what. hehe. what's happening?

And there`s nothing wrong with me

This is how I`m supposed to be

In a land of make believe

That don`t believe in me

***i don't care if you don't***

jesus of suburbia

at last. after how many weeks, meron na kong jesus of suburbia download. at last. i never imagined na 9 min long ung song. as kiss told me, 3 songs combined daw un. owkay.
i take back what i said about me hating my sis. i know i can't hate her. it's just a sudden outburst for me that time. hehe. we're back on speaking terms again so good. perfect. i really can't hate someone. Hate is such a strong word for me. i just use the word hate but not really mean it. that's just me.

have you ever felt like you're just the second best thing? your just the alternative person. meaning, when your friend had a fight with her another friend, suddenly, you became her instant best friend. damn those people. making a person feel like the very last option when it comes to anything. if they need you they can see you. if they're happy, it's as if you don't exist. you're always second. second when it comes to secrets. second priority second everything. BUT. first person to ask for help. and hey, i think there's no problem with that. i think everyone's willing to help especially if it's for a friend. a very close friend. and in the end you're just the second best thing.

news flash: may stampede sa ultra.
it's wowowie's (?) first year anniversary. and so maraming bagay ang pwedeng mapanalunan. i do think that's the reason of the stampede. i dunno how many people died pro knina, 61 na. tsk. these people. may the souls of those who died there rest in peace.

spider attack

have to do this fast. hehe. i'm not supposed to update my blog but i do think i have to let this out. There's a spider spinning its web in the lamp! i mean, its like spiderman swinging in midair from the window to the computer desk. i was just like. whoa. i need to get out of here. surprised as i was, i didn't get up, i watched it do its web and voila! its getting nearer! im sorry spidey! for destroying your web but what if your 15 cms apart from my face? i wouldn't like that. go make your web in other places not near the pc! anyway, i'm amazed at how fast mr. spidey make its web.

darn. only 1 subject for today. eeesh.

you say

shit. tvxq came here but by the time i knw it, they're gone. sheesh. sayang

i woke up early. 7 am i think. and mama was on the phone with paps. when i reached the bar, she put he phone down and said. "sayang, kausap ko papa mo." ngi. 7am un eh. usually, gising ako mga 8am pa. galing.aga ko nagising.

current mood: pissed.
reason: my younger sis drives me nuts! really! she says she's VERY hungry cos she hasn't eaten lunch yet. but when i told mama, she said she can manage. damn girl. she even locks herself up inside the room eh parating may phonecall sa knya. i have to shout and throw a slipper at the door for her to answer it. damn girl. konti na lng, i'm gonna hate her. aish. and the way she answer a question, god. i'd rather ask somebody else. parang, "whoa. sori nmn.ngtatanong lng ako." pasaway. damn girl.

Happy bday aree!