the blog with no title. huh?

hurt me once and i'll hate you

it's been a while since i updated this blog. actually pati internet. hectic ng schedule these past few weeks. what am i thinking when i decided to join this sales exhibit?! wow, pare. wala pa kameng sales. great just great. anyway.. francis "the eventholder" texted us a while ago saying that we have to go to galleria NOW because there will be necessary changes for the booth set- up. wtf? why didn't they tell us sooner? anyway, obviously, hindi kame pumunta. i'm soo tired and sleepy na that time. tomorrow morning na lang ako ppunta, mga 8. and i thought i'll be getting longer hours of sleep. darn it. pakamatay na lng ako. haha! line ni matet sken twing mrami akong ggawen. pakamatay na lng daw ako. ayoko nga. i have so many things to do in life. no use of wasting it.

frogs na may pagkit

grabe. i'm so tired. from walking, sitting, standing and painting. grabe. nkkpagod din pala umupo. haha. anyway, umalis na ko ng skul mga 5.30 pm coz we painted pa the sneakers. and the good news, i painted the sneakers carefully kaa malinis cia. hehe. after that aree texted me na she's in our subdivision and i said that wait for me puputahan ko cia. eh di un, bastrip lang kc madilim na, mga 6.13pm ako nkarating sa subdivision nmn. and guess wat, on my way to aree's future house, sabe ko, anlayo naman at madilim and there are super duper big dogs that kept on arking at us when we passed. i saw na the new home of aree! it was a spacious house with FROGS! grbe, tumakbo kame ni aree!! haha! nkakatawa tlga un. sabe nga ng worker, may pagkit daw ung paa ng frogs kaya nakakadikit cia sa wall. haha. pagkit. eh di yan, aree's mom took my picture. sabe ni tita ganto: "kris, i think i have to take your picture. you're our first visitor." wow. ako pala una. kc nmn, wala pa tlgang gmit sa bahay nila kc pinpaint pa. kaya un, smile and snapshot moment. hehe. at ayun, aree and i just talked about the things we'll be able to do kapag lumipat na cia dito. wow. parang second home ko na un soon. hehe. at least walking distance cia.

at ayan. i need to paint 4 sneakers pa and continue the hw for id. arggh! puyatan nnmn!! welcome eyebags!

sugoi!

it's funny how two strangers can talk like old friends. then become strangers to each other again.

scenario:

in a jeepney, an old guy and a mother and a robber of necklaces outside the jeepney.

if the robber was fast enough, nkuha na sana niya ung necklace. fortunately, he was slow. hehe. anyway, after that, two starngers began to talk. it's as if they've known each other long enough. honest. and they talked about the robber. then the mother told the old man that her friend or cousin, was robbed last week and blah blah blah. end. they stopped talking as if nothing happened. the conversation never really happened. it's amazing how people can act this way.

sugoi. hounto ni.

spacing out

today, nov. 22, 2005, not really a special day for me. but for carla, for sure it is, happy birthday!

anyway, i'm kind of spacing out when people talked to me. i don't know why but people always repeat the question or i ask them or repeat wht they said. it's not that i'm not listening, i just didn't understand them. hehe. talk about how dense i am sometimes. maybe, just maybe, i'm thinking too much. as i type these letters which form words, haha!, i'm thinking of something else. wag nmn sana akong ganto bukas, mahirap na, graded recitation pa sa consti. sheesh. and i'm not done doing the finman hw.

grbe, kala ko nmn ako knakausap ni papa, un la ung tutor, preho kc kame ng name. kung kelan nmn ako attentive, haha

life without it

what is life without it? now i know,
without it, life would be very dull.
without it, this life would be colorless.
it's amazing how one person discovered it. ( i don't know who)
having a day without it makes me so.... i don't know, it's like, it's not me.
i can't live my life without it, even for an hour.
and i can't do it now because i might disturb someone.
yep, a tutor is here right now teaching my sister.
iiiiiii, i can't stand it... grabe, i want it now.. sobra,

and now i know that without it, i think my life would be a sad one.
music definitely helps me relax.. and i can't do it now. argh!
life without music is like living under the water where i can only here the same dull goggling sound.

special place

what is your special place in your family?

the question until now i can't understand. the question given as a homework in my theology subject. and uhhh, i still can't figure out what it means. and this one too...

what makes you a good friend?

actually, i really don't know what makes me a good friend OR if i am a good friend to other people. ehehehe.

i still haven't answered this two questions. i even asked my 'rents what are their special place in this family. hehe. for god's sake. enough with the confusing questions.

after this homework, i still have tons! graded recitation in consti, a very long assignment in financial management and nothin else. pro grabe, andame nyan ha.

third time

i watched harry potter for the 3rd time this day!! and i still want to watch it over and over again. i never get tired of it.

lines from the movie:

1. i don't want eternal glory,
2. ur a FOUL git.
3. yeeaahh!
4. better you than me
5. there is no magic that can bring dead people to life
6. go dragoooonnn!
7. ron weasley, stupid friend of harry potter
8. wicked!

few lang yan, kc i still have to paint the sneakers, kaya stop muna.

looooooooong day

6.30 am, i woke up this early coz we have to buy beads, socks, sneakers in 168 for the galle... 8 is our call time sa recto. soo, i should get a move on by 7 i have to leave na. but no, tumayo na ko quarter coz my eyes hurt when i opened them. hehe. bale, mga 8.30 na kme nkapagkta- kita sa recto. at malamig. may shower knna, hehe. and we have a class pla in makati. 1pm.. so, pumunta kame sa 168! there are sooo many people! shoulder to shoulder na. we only bought beads and the like there. ayun lang. after nun, we got lost! maybe bcoz the place was packed kaya we got lost. date nmn hindi. so, we went to isetann na for the sneakers. but we found nothing. after nun, adventure sa sta. mesa, first time mgcommute papunta dun. the good thing was, madali lang mkita ung place. we bought paint and 1 pair of sneakers. after that, we went to cubao, farmers to be exact. and at last, after the long walk, we found the sneakers! hallelujah!!! a gate opend b4 our very eyes!!! hahaha! but still, we're still short sa sneakers.. we only bought 9 pairs, dapat 30 pairs. we had a budget of 4,000 so klangn pa nmn mgdagdag ng money kc for sure, kulang. kaya un. at nga pala, miriam has a share dun sa profit nmn. i wonder how many percent?

dirty feet

how i got my feet dirty:

1. i woke up at around 8 am to prepare coz i'll be going to galle. outfit: black shirt.jeans.and slippers
2. lrt station, walking from the bridge to the station.
3. got off the train and went on walking. from gateway to the mrt station. and i tell you, it was a long walk.
4. i rode the train and many people stepped on my toes that time. it was rush hour.
5. fortunately, i got off safely. but someone stepped one my foot again. the second time.
6. 10.32am i met kiss and katlin at ortigas station. from there, we walked til we arrived at robinsons galleria.
7. we watched harry potter and got good seats. wala nmn kacng tao.
8. we strolled while waiting for i don't know who to arrive for the meeting.
9. we had a presentation of products in the office of galle. nearly 3.00pm
10. 5.15pm: the meeting came to an end. we were soo hungry by this time. imagine, not eating breakfast and lunch! so we went to find a place to eat.
11. we found a place! hooray! guess where?! ............................................ kentucky fried chicken (groans) anyway, we had no choice kc kuripot n kme, khit na gutom na gutom na kme,
    
12. 5.30, we're done eating and went on walking. we went to national to buy something
13. 6.00pm, katlin and me went to mrt station. WALKING. pollution. it's too much for one day. grbe, rush hour. 2nd train n kme nkasakay. pro eto, hindi ko mklimutan, a guy in his maybe late 40's, nashoot ung paa niya sa may butas ng train .. napa OH MY GOD nmn ako. and katlin, she said nothing. maybe too shocked. hehe. he had a hard time pulling himself up. poor guy. excited kc magmrt.
14. 6.30, gateway. hafta wait for my bro. so i went window shopping. soo many pretty things!! and good books about anything!
15. my bro arrived and we went to rustans to buy mineral water. uhaw na ko sa pagwiwindow shopping. at nglrt na kme. and sa train, someone stepped on my foot again. i looked at my feet.......... i saw it's dirty
16. kingsville subdivision: at home at last.. naglakad kame on our way home. o dba, ayaw kong tigilan ang paglalakad.
17. home sweet home!! i changed my polluted clothes, i watched survivor. but wait! i noticed something!!! my feet, it was so dirty! i went like.. kaninong paa to? andumi! para akong nalubog sa putik at konting hugas lang ngawa ko! grbe tlga, prang hindi ko paa ung kanina. bat kc nakaslippers pa ko.

that's how my feet became very dirty. shame. why do people have to step on other's foot anyway??

music is my boyfriend

got this quote from the internet. MUSIC IS MY BOYFRIEND. well, yeah, it's kinda true. music is my boyfriend. hehe. whenever i'm sad, happy, crazy mad. name it, hindi mawawala ung music. it really is a part of everyone's life. i can't imagine a day without music. any kind of music is fine with me. basta maganda ung lyrics. at i can sing it. hehe. except ungkay craig. it IS too fast for me. hehe. nevertheless, i love to sing. kahit nde ako gifted. haha. music is definitely my boyfriend. hehe

cold

i'm being cold towards others again. i hate it.

blast!!

what a blast! i had a lot of fun today! and to add to that, i learned many rhings a while ago. hehe. just got home anyway. watched harry potter with jeng and tet!! ang ganda! the weasley twins are soo cute!! i should watch it again! but my neck's hutin ryt now kc we were seated sa harap soo, nakatingalaako mejo habang nanonood. haha. pro okay prin kc may scenes na nkktawa,

these are the things i learned today:

• never, ever ever ever, if you can help it, do not be partners with ur friends..
• the mind is with the soul and the brain is more of the physical part
• check ur things after you leave the room. you might leave something behind
• attitude is more important than skills
• past is no longer a place we can longfor but a place to learn from? (didn't get the exact words)

some by francis kong. i admire this guy.

sheesh. i forgot to make a wish. remember? it's full moon.

ability, motivation and environment

ability. motivation. environment. 3 things i learned today. galing. im not sure kung ability tlga yan. haha. anyway, i thought about this when i was with kuya a while ago. shempre the usual, i told him na we will have a bazaar ekek. and this is what he said.. "alam mo, mahina product niyo." fine. mahina. but we will not know the outcome hangga't di ngttry. so what i did was kept quiet for a while tpos daldal ulit. haha. maybe nga, i'm lacking in the environment section. ii think i have ability nmn, i have motivation naman. but support i think not. un lang.

grbe, we're gonna watch harry potter tom!! excited na ko, hehe. anyway, i only have two subjects tom. at isang campus tour ekek. dunno wht'a is it all about. sana lang mganda ulit araw tom! hehe.

**** don't forget to make a wish tom coz, full moon!!****

happy bday katliN!!

nothin to write

masakit mata ko, yet, i'm infront of the pc. sana lang hindi mamaga ung mata ko, panget. may pasok pa nmn. anyway, business trip sa honkong this sem. of course i want to go. final word pa rin kna papa. malay mo, i'll get a chance to see elyse in person. that'll be super great!

my real purpose in using the pc is to work on a paper for hrm. but until now, la pa ko nggwa. i don't know what to type sa paper na un. kaya blog muna. hehe. grbe, i have a feeling na walang mshdong gastos this sem. bale, we only need 3 books sa lahat ng subject. sana konti lng para okay. hahahaha. ang gnda ng font color ko! sumakit kaya mata ng babasa nito? nway, i have a goal this sem... by the end of the sem, i should have at least 15,000. i should. i really should save mone NOW for future use. after all, i can't always depend on my 'rents. kaya super tipid ako ngayon. i promised myself, no more movies or magazines to buy. hinay sa food. hehe. i hope i can do this! ika nga ni flavier, WE CAN DO IT! hahahahaha!

sheesh, i have nothing to type sa hrm paper. eto ung question... How important is the human resource management skills of an entrepreneur in the success of his or her enterprise? hmmm, what to say.... i don't even know he skills in hrm. hmmmm, arrrgh! i quit! my brain's not working ryt now! maybe later ko na lng to ggwen..

anyway again, eto ang crush ko sa ff7 hehehehehe. i know he's not real pro he is soo handsome! his name is kadaj.. the villain in the story.. kamuka cia ni tong dao ng god mars. hehe

being left behind

i think this song's for me. hehe

Tumatakbo
by Mojofly

laging bigo
laging sawi sa pag-ibig

minamalas o kay sakit
may balat nga ba ako sa pwet?
mabuti pa ang tindera sa aming kanto
nakakainggit
tl..ang sweet nila ng kanyang nobyo
gusto ko lang maranasang umibig
tamaan ni kupido
gusto ko lang maranasan ang langit
tumibok muli ang puso ko

CHORUS:
Tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan na ako
ng panahon
Di na nagbago bawat araw
pare-pareho
parang kahapon

May birthday cake ka nga
ngunit wala namang kandila
may christmas tree na malupet
wala naman dekorasyong pansabit
sadyang ganyan ang aking buhay
walang kasing tamlay
ayoko sanang tumandang nag-iisa
(chorus)

tatanggapin na lang ba
ang malupit na tadhana
o kaya'y tatanggapin na lang
na ako'y sadyang hindi pinagpala
tigilan na ang drama
punasan na ang luha
(chorus)

i don't know, it is as if this song is for me. hehe. promise.

lucky girl

many things happened this day. even though we only had 1 subject today, i did many things.. one is, we painted the sneakers katlin brought for the upcoming bazaar, another was, i met matet and abbi at the mall a while ago and watched Waiting. god, i thought that movie's good, but for me it is a total waste of money.. hehe. i knew it. we should've watched domino instead. tpos na, kaya wala na mggawa hehe. at least kasama friends kaya ok na din. nung lunch nmn, treat kme sa shakey's grbe, mas marame ata kmeng nnlibre ksa sa nilibre, haha! ok lng yan.. grbe, i'm starting to feel the tax na, anlaki na, nkkapekto na tlga,

grbe, abbi was lucky enough to be able to go to South Korea. kahit na stop over lng, at eto pa, they stayed therre for 3 days, matagal na stop over, haha. then they went to LA then to san francisco, and i consider her as a super lucky girl to have an aunt who buys her things khit na tinitngnan niya lang un, haha, what a lucky girl! at un, shempre hindi mawawala sa katawan niya ang nike. kaya pati key chain meron na cia, hehe. she was even kind enough to drive me home! lucky girl na din ako! haha!

yehey! we don't have a class tom! ansaya! i will enjoy the whole day tom, para worth it!

Theology: dragging subject

WTF?! who is that person?!

currently listening to garbage, hehe. sound tripping is really fun. this day went well except for the fact that our theology subject's dragging.. really, we had nothin to do but listen to her explain the grading system and the questions we already answered.. i mean, what's the use of explaining the questions if almost half of the class were done answering it? eto sbe niya knna, "i know 3.00- 4.30 is good time for sleeping with theo as ur subject....." and i said to myself, "and with you as our prof, i will not be surprised if one day someone will definitely fall asleep in ur class!"
grbe, i only ate revel bar and cream cheese brownie of eden today, coz i kinda forgot to eat before going to school, hehe. and i always say that the only refuge is food, and now i'm forgetting about it. i'm not hungry pa nmn kaya ok pa,

yes! i've got nothin to do tonight coz we only have one subject for tomorrow, i hope.. and i hope that this day will end just fine!!

an early start

i'm currently listening to spice girls' 2 become 1, haha. i have that in my play list. i don't care what song i'm listening to, i just want to hear some music.. haha. yan, six feet from the edge by creed is now playing in my winamp.. hehe. sound tripping may be a good idea this day.(everyday naman) Music is a part of my life. oh my god, it's already 10.22! i haven't done anything na pinpgawa saken, shucks, mmya na lng to, haha

confusion confusion and more confusion

today is definitely not my day. why? coz today, many questions flooded my mind.. as in literally. and the funniest thing that entered my mind today was, (uhh, i somehow forgot about it.. lol) i hope i'll remember it. anyway, i walked on my way to our house. (that's what i usually do), i normally walk fast to reach home agad. but this time i walked at a very slow pace, super tlaga, and i started talking to myself.. i really must have looked weird talking to no one in particular.. hehe. kaya nga gnwa ko, whenever there are people approaching, i stop talking, hehe. shame on me. ayun nga, i started thinking about LIFE. specifically MY life.. i really don't kno what will become of me in the future. really, i don't know where i should start. it was really frustrating on my part coz i want to do many things! dammit, i was even saying things about loving to live here, but then i don't see myself stying in this country. i just wished i had the power to foresee the future. that way i can change the things i want to change.. i wonder what will be the feeling if you have powers like that.. it would be soo cool. end.

i did the stupidest thing ever! nkktawa kc papa asked me to look for his medical results sa website.. so yaan, log in, click.. then, shempre may log in at password.. shempre username ni papa, may instructions kc sa likod ng papel na bingay niya.. may example pa, shempre example lang nkalagay dun, eh ako, maybe because of the many things in my mind that time, i entered the example username and password.. it said there is no such user daw, i told paps na there is no such user (really, the tone of my voice, parang ako tlga ung tama,) prang nainis pa nga ako kc mali ung binigay na username at password.. hehehe, tpos sabe ni papa: "tanga, hindi yan eto ah, nasa harap!" i think my head shrunk due to embarassment, grabe, assuming ako na hindi mrunong mginternet c papa kaya sure ako na mali cia, ako pala.. my bad this time.. hehehe.

i hope tomorrow will be a day without confusion, it is too much really, hehe.

grabe, i forgot the funniest question i ever asked myself.. arrrgh!

a new blog

i created this blog for eden :) since i told her na ayoko pakita ung sa livejournal ko, coz it is where i keeeeep my deepest thoughts.. hehe. mga angst ko for the past years.. and i don't want anyone to read "that". hehe

his day went well naman for me. except for the fact that i have a theo prof who is so detailed in explaining thngs as simple as a course outline... grbe, sobrang dragging kc nga alam nmn nmn ung moral issues na un, at shmpre hindi mwawala ung diff opinions about that. anyway, okay nmn ung mga subjects, sana lng eh nde ako tmadin ngayong sem..

haha, my sister said that i got the answers right sa hw niya s math.. wow, ang galing nmn, hehehe. dapat lng kc ndrain ung brain cells ko kkaintndi dun sa algeb niya, nkalimutan ko na un, hehehe. after nito, punta nmn ako sa live journal hehe. para maupdate nmn ung isa.. hehe, sayng eh.. haha. ahhhh! tom. is a bad day! hanggang 8 ako, haaay..