i've been attacked!

i've been attacked by super stress today. with all the cramming. and to think that next week will be the defense. ugh. it's a good thing it will only last for 30 mins. 20 mins for the presentation and with some luck, 10 minutes for question and answer.
i told marlyn that, right now, the best thing i can do is not to talk too much to people at home. because i talk too much. they talk too much. the result is, noise pollution of course. it's so noisy here. even right now, i can here the tv inside and the tv here. it makes my mind want to explode. with so many things to do, i am getting confused. i don't know what to do first, second then third... it's like starting to do this then i'll switch to that then this, then that. and i always end up finishing nothing. ugh. i want to be organized! HELP. this is an important thing.
after this feasib. i'm going to enjoy myself. i'll party til i want no more. sleep til my eyes can't close. and of course, do what i want freely.
anyway, i was not able to go to the wake of our beloved aling dory. she took care of us while we were in grade school and highschool. she's the wife of our school bus driver. i can't believe that i grew up to that service. and they took care of us. as in kaming lahat magkakapatid. i've known her almost all my life, and now she's gone. i even love her more than my real grandparents. drama to. hehe. but it's true. i hate my grandparents. promise.

eden, speechless ako, sorry ha, parang nawawalan ka ng kausap kanina, ang gulo ng utak ko eh, parang ngsasama lahat. cge, gudluck na lng stn tlaga,

this is it. work again. i'm gonna edit the paper na. God help us.