i truly am sorry

i'm sorry if i was not there when you needed me the most. well, i was looking for you that time. but i can't seem to find you. you do not reply or anything. so i so worried that something came up. i asked you if you about what happened but you only said that i can do this alone. but still i forced you into telling me what really happened and u just said that everything's okay, that you cried it all out to your "i don't know if you can call them friends" everything's fine. yeah? why is it like that. why can't you tell me what happened; me, your friend. and you can easily tell them about it even if you really don't know if they really care about you. so i'm letting it go, i'm sorry if i was not there when you needed a friend. i know this was the first time when i was not there when you're looking for me. but i promise that whatever what happened to you a while ago, kukulitin pa rin kita. again i'm sorry. i know you can't hide it from me forever. i know it. i just.. damn. you keep on giving yourself a hardtime. you're just too stubborn sometimes. i just hope na since you're not telling a friend, fine. do it your way. i'll be here waiting.