confusion confusion and more confusion

today is definitely not my day. why? coz today, many questions flooded my mind.. as in literally. and the funniest thing that entered my mind today was, (uhh, i somehow forgot about it.. lol) i hope i'll remember it. anyway, i walked on my way to our house. (that's what i usually do), i normally walk fast to reach home agad. but this time i walked at a very slow pace, super tlaga, and i started talking to myself.. i really must have looked weird talking to no one in particular.. hehe. kaya nga gnwa ko, whenever there are people approaching, i stop talking, hehe. shame on me. ayun nga, i started thinking about LIFE. specifically MY life.. i really don't kno what will become of me in the future. really, i don't know where i should start. it was really frustrating on my part coz i want to do many things! dammit, i was even saying things about loving to live here, but then i don't see myself stying in this country. i just wished i had the power to foresee the future. that way i can change the things i want to change.. i wonder what will be the feeling if you have powers like that.. it would be soo cool. end.

i did the stupidest thing ever! nkktawa kc papa asked me to look for his medical results sa website.. so yaan, log in, click.. then, shempre may log in at password.. shempre username ni papa, may instructions kc sa likod ng papel na bingay niya.. may example pa, shempre example lang nkalagay dun, eh ako, maybe because of the many things in my mind that time, i entered the example username and password.. it said there is no such user daw, i told paps na there is no such user (really, the tone of my voice, parang ako tlga ung tama,) prang nainis pa nga ako kc mali ung binigay na username at password.. hehehe, tpos sabe ni papa: "tanga, hindi yan eto ah, nasa harap!" i think my head shrunk due to embarassment, grabe, assuming ako na hindi mrunong mginternet c papa kaya sure ako na mali cia, ako pala.. my bad this time.. hehehe.

i hope tomorrow will be a day without confusion, it is too much really, hehe.

grabe, i forgot the funniest question i ever asked myself.. arrrgh!