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think low of us NOW. but sooner or later, you'll regret it. just wait and see. may araw ka rin. #^%%#&^@%#&%@&!!!!

after 10 years.... another 5....

i decided to update because i feel like i'm wasting my time staring at the screen waiting for the file to be sent. today's a very long day. i feel like i'm abusing my eyes. hehe. reason: here it goes.

i woke up around 7 cos mama's going to the hospital. so i said my goodbye and went back to bed trying to sleep again. and i can't sleep. i just laid there trying to come up with a nice dream and maybe i can fall asleep somehow. so 30 minutes passed and "alertness" came to me. actually, i just saw my sister woke up and i decided to get out of the bed. i went straight to the tv to play. i played for an hour. then i cleaned the house just like what mama wants me to do. so for another hour, i'm done. and i turned on the pc to start doing the financial ratios. as i was doing those numbers, the dogs poop in our veranda. so i asked my sister to cllan it and i will just clean the veranda. so she did. and my task is the harder one. i washed the area, mopped it, and dang. i felt so tired. AND it was so HOT. after cleaning it, i continued the ratios..... .... when i decided to go outside just to stand up, i was so mad when i found out that our dog peed on the floor of the veranda. oh mehnn. after all the hardwork, my reward is just a pee. so i mopped it. and scolded the dogs for doing it.... ratios... water.... cr.... and at last time to get away from the pc. LUNCH.

after eating, straight to pc, washed the dishes, mopped the dirty kitchen, took a bath and went staright to the computer table to continue editing the paper... chatted with eden, and at last, no poop or pee on the floor. turned the pc off then after 30 minutes, signed in to get the paper from kiss and finish the editing. imagine i'm straining my eyes, iv'e been infront of this monitor for the last... 8 hrs? and my eyes are hurting. to think i have to wear glasses. urgh. now i'm the only one who's still awake. everyone's going to bed. and i still have to wake up around 5 am to wake my brother up. sheesh. i want to sleep.

half done sending the file. i wish this feasibility study goes really well for us. i really hope.

okay, i'm done with the blog. the the file has not yet been sent. after gazillioooooooonnn years.

i've been attacked!

i've been attacked by super stress today. with all the cramming. and to think that next week will be the defense. ugh. it's a good thing it will only last for 30 mins. 20 mins for the presentation and with some luck, 10 minutes for question and answer.
i told marlyn that, right now, the best thing i can do is not to talk too much to people at home. because i talk too much. they talk too much. the result is, noise pollution of course. it's so noisy here. even right now, i can here the tv inside and the tv here. it makes my mind want to explode. with so many things to do, i am getting confused. i don't know what to do first, second then third... it's like starting to do this then i'll switch to that then this, then that. and i always end up finishing nothing. ugh. i want to be organized! HELP. this is an important thing.
after this feasib. i'm going to enjoy myself. i'll party til i want no more. sleep til my eyes can't close. and of course, do what i want freely.
anyway, i was not able to go to the wake of our beloved aling dory. she took care of us while we were in grade school and highschool. she's the wife of our school bus driver. i can't believe that i grew up to that service. and they took care of us. as in kaming lahat magkakapatid. i've known her almost all my life, and now she's gone. i even love her more than my real grandparents. drama to. hehe. but it's true. i hate my grandparents. promise.

eden, speechless ako, sorry ha, parang nawawalan ka ng kausap kanina, ang gulo ng utak ko eh, parang ngsasama lahat. cge, gudluck na lng stn tlaga,

this is it. work again. i'm gonna edit the paper na. God help us.

heat. heat.

Your Birthdate: November 7

You are an island. You don't need anyone else to make you happy. And though you see yourself as a loner, people are drawn to you. Deep and sensitive, you tend to impress others with your insights. You also tend to be psychic - so listen to that inner voice! Your strength: Your self sufficiency Your weakness: You despise authority Your power color: Maroon Your power symbol: Hammer Your power month: July

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

the heat's killing meeee!

masaya

yes. unti unti. amin ng natatapos ang feasibility study namin. buti na lang. siguro, pagkatapos na lang ako nun magliliwaliw. hay. dun lang ako makakapagsaya ng todo todo. hehe. ano ba naman itong sinusulat ko, mahirap pala kapag purong tagalog ang gagawin mo. parang pakiramdam ko, isa akong makata. parang francisco balagtas? ay hindi ko talaga matandaan kung sino siya. o siya. sinubukan ko lang na magtagalog na puro. haha. ang saya.

You Are Internal - Realist - Powerful

You feel your life is controlled internally. If you want something, you make it happen. You don't wait around for things to go your way. You value your independence and don't like others to have control. You are a realist when it comes to luck. You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random. You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you... But you do your best to try to make your own luck. When it comes to who's in charge, it's you. Life is a kingdom, and you're the grand ruler. You don't care much about what others think. But they better care what you think!

The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

eden, take it easy! if that will ever happen again, ax him!

gdfhkhbj

haha.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

oh mehn.

DOST is in taguig. sheesh. how are we supposed to go there?

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child. Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded. You cherish all of the details in life. Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

How Is Your Inner Child?

erg

i want to go to japan. so bad.

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced. Overall, your true self is reserved and logical. With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situation, you seem like you're oblivious to the stress.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

weeeeee!

April 3, 2006: Monday. I've been dreading this day. Today's the start of summer class. sheesh. I so not like to go to school. BECAUSE, i haven't enjoyed the less than 3 weeks vacation. i wasn't able to go to other places because the schedule won't allow it. it's been a drag actually.

in just a matter of hours, i'll be in caritas 308 sitting in my usual seat daydreaming about anything. i don't think i'd be able to listen to our prof later i've always been like that. i just can't help but make the voice of our prof as a background music. hehe.

anyway, Nick of survivor got eliminated. AND Rafe hates Shane. AND Amy said that watching Shane's belly is funny.